Sunday, September 30, 2012

I Carry You With Me

I carry your heart in my heart
Your words linger in my soul
Our shared moments tucked
Away neatly in the folds of my
Very essence. Very being.
Knowing you
Feeling you
Loving you
Breathing you
Sharing time and tales with you
Has changed me
Inspired me
Made me grow
Helped me thrive
I carry you with me
Always and forever

<3

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Friday, September 28, 2012

The Side You Show

Don't show me the side you want me to see. Don't play the version you think you should be. Just honor yourself and be who you are. Flawed and broken; my shining star.

E

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Lingering

Lingering in the forefront of my mind
Tucked in the sleeve of my soul
Pulsing through my hot veins
In each heartbeat and foot step
Each deep breath and misstep
Every tear drop and lip curl
Hair twirl, side glance and smirk
Is a piece of you I carry with me
Forever present in all I do
I vow to keep and carry you

For all those in my life I've lost
You are with me. Always. Always.

Dreamlike State

In a dreamlike state, I wonder and wait
Stir in my mind, sit and debate
Lovely sounds and voices are near
Works spoken and fallen hang in my ear
Strongly present as if a true vision
Real or not is the hardest decision

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

This very...

I live and love fully today. I wish I could say I feel this alive and awake everyday; but that is not the case. Days like today are the majority though, which is more important. This very moment is perfect. A culmination of trials, tribulations and triumphs. How very beautiful a web of intricate circumstances. Colors, scents and memories of many sorts. Just beautiful. Lovely. Broken, mended and brand new pieces. A unique day. This very day...

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Following Your Dreams

It's not always the easiest thing
To listen to the voice in your head
The one that wants and wishes
Dreams big, thinks large and
Wants for things beyond now

It's so much easier to stay put
In your current shoes
Same car, same house, same job
Listen to your family and friends
That tell you change is hard
That its' scary and you might fail

To follow your dreams
Follow your inner light
Your strongest desire
Will yield such great joy
Even watching someone
Follow theirs, is thrilling.
Intoxicating, even

For you never really fail
If you give it your all
You may not succeed at
The goal you had in mind
But the Universe will gift you
Great happiness, serenity, joy
If you follow your dreams
Passionately, humbly and purely
Honestly, lovingly and steadily

Follow on, my friends. Follow on!

From Heartbreak to Gratitude

Click this link to read my story From Heartbreak to Gratitude.

xo

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Lessons in Friendship

Click this link to read my Lessons in Friendship.

Yours Truly,

Me

erinterese

And so begins another blogging adventure: follow erinterese as I forge on in my journey of self discovery.

Please join.

xo

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Without Words

You can speak without words
Pure thoughts and intention
Sent like an arrow in the night
Soaring toward a destination
Hidden in the dark, present like a lion
Targeted impact achieved
Though never seen or confirmed
It is

In a River of...

Serendipity and mishap
Coexist in a river
Of truth and deceit
Kindness and cruelty
In all life's moments
Both beautiful and broken

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

We must always Remember

Today we remember the fallen
Those whose lives were taken
Whose lives were stolen
Whose lives were given
And those that barely survived

Eleven year ago today
The World Trade Center in NYC
Was attacked
Many innocent lives taken
Lives forever altered
And we watched revenge
Spread overseas
Taking yet more lives

We all witnessed the terror
The heartbreak
The triumph of the human spirit
The full range of human
Capability and fragility
In some way, it touched us all
This tragic event spoke to us
United us, and for this
We must always remember

Friday, September 7, 2012

Just Because

Just because you can, doesn't mean you should
Just because you should, doesn't mean you will

But the fact that you exist, does mean something
             *Do that something proud*

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

The Greatest Feat

Misplaced, Displaced, Unplaced
Longing
The heart, soul, body
Wants what is wants
Understanding, identifying
The source
Is but the greatest feat
The rest is cake

Some Days

Some days are better than others
Most days, I am at peace
My mind is clean and living in the present
Some days I look back, look forward
But I strive to just be
And breathe and exist fully in the moment

Sometimes in the quiet, the longing appears
Sometimes I can attach it to a person
Someone that is no longer in my life
Or present in my days
But sometimes I cannot assign it
Sometimes there is just longing

Perhaps for a life I want
Or a feeling I miss
Or someone I am fated to meet
Perhaps a prior existence
Or life in the cosmos

The day is good and fine
But the longing is present
And on days like that
I can firmly say
Some days are better than others

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

"One of those days"

I hate those mornings
When your alarm never goes off
The shower runs cold
And your car is on empty
 
It's as if the universe is playing a trick
A nasty April fools joke
On you and you alone
Testing your patience
 
Ok, I can do this
Just shake it off
Let it slide
This can all be fixed
I am still breathing after all
 
Counting my breaths
Precision in my steps
I move forward
And I remedy the situation
 
Invigorated by my cold shower
I enjoy the morning sky while pumping gas
I apologize for being late
And move forward, positive attitude intact
Never letting the rough start ruin my day

In the Eye of the Beholder

Not only is beauty in the eye of the beholder, so is every facet of life.  What one sees as weakness, may also be seen as strength.  Where one sees a flaw, another sees beauty. Where one sees a fork in the road, another sees a new path.  Life is how you see it.  Open your heart and your mind and your eyes may see the world anew.

You are

Hot on my skin
You are

Deep in my heart
You are

Part of my soul
You are

Here from the start
You are

We are all one

People are all united. We are all one.

The more we divide ourselves and judge our neighbors, the more we hurt ourselves. The urge to win and be the best is a survivalist mentality. We live in a time where there is enough technology, communication and resources to feed, clothe and shelter every human being - though many go without.  We allow our fellow brothers and sisters to live impoverished because we fail to recognize that we are one. Our inability to recognize this fact and to act upon it when we do, proves we are in our infancy.

The reason life is so complicated is because we allow it to be that way. We ignore our innermost knowledge and embrace the ignorance around us.  We strive to be the best, smartest, fastest, wealthiest...only to what?  Trying to be better than others is only harming yourself.  We need to tap in to our inner knowledge, it's there right under the surface.  Just quiet your mind and you'll hear it. You'll see that helping a stranger, is helping yourself. Finding forgiveness, means understanding and accepting yourself.  Listening without judgement or pretense allows you to love and accept all others.

We are meant to work together, as one, toward a brighter future and more peaceful existence.

This comes by living in the moment. Being fully present throughout the day. Being honest with yourself and those around you. Being kind. Recognizing that it is not your place to judge or condemn, but to try and understand and offer compassion. Taking the time to know yourself.  Learning your strengths and weaknesses and figuring out what you need to do to become the ideal version of you. Once you love and understand yourself, you will not take offense over others opinions of you.  You will realize their opinion is a reflection of something within them.

If we can all just get to that point where we love ourselves and realize that we are all on this journey together, where we treat each other well and help each other to grow and thrive, then we can all live in peace. We can all live and breathe each moment filled with love.

The exodus

Tears falling
Over hot cheeks like rain
Unable to restrain
The exodus of pain

Once thought shameful
It’s now essential
Unbridled emotion
Allows for potential

Wrinkles of Wisdom

Wrinkles of Wisdom
Appear on the face
As if out of nowhere
Making their place

Such anger we have
When they appear
But really, I ask you
What is it you fear

Wrinkles are like
Rings on a tree
Proof of your growth
This we can see

It should be an honor
To wear such a line
Showing the world
It’s not yet your time

You are still needed
Down here on Earth
To complete your journey
Which started at birth

Rather than hide them
And shrink them away
Wear them with pride
A beautiful display

My disclaimer to men

 
I do not care about the size of your wallet
I care about the size of your heart
 
I do not care about the strength of your bicep
I care about the strength of your character
 
I do not care about the view from your penthouse
I care about how you view the world

Fated were the breaths

Fated were the breaths
Purposeful the steps
Heading on a highway
Destination stars
Whispers of the fallen
Illuminate the dark
What was once an instinct
Now the faintest spark
Growing in its strength
Intuition flames the fire
Voices in the cosmos
Lifting spirits higher